Cause, it was so you.

Listen.

'Leaving me alone, Brought me no where.
Stupidly named PuiLeng, Flora. Caught my first breath on 12-04-94. Still don't know my age? Count with your fingers, Not enough use toes. * I'm sure i'm not that old. Currently studying in CHIJ STC. I'm loving my school. I'm loving my friends. I'm hating the homework. wo-shi-bangalah.loves@hotmail.com That's my email. You may laugh at it, But it's not funny.	<a href="http://www4.shoutmix.com/?yatsunohana">View shoutbox</a> Free chat widget @ ShoutMix
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Saturday, November 14, 2009, 2:41 AM HELLO PEEEEPS. :D Tiring day. ); Im damn tired nowww, so im gna make it short. Went out with C,D,E. LOL. Went to DBG♥. Then to Bugis♥. FUNNNN. Took neoprints, Pictures on my Fb :D Self service. Then, headed home round 6 plus, Had wedding dinner ); Boring. AND I WAS DAMN FULL. OMG Saaw KELLY♥ AND KENNETH♥. Lucky got them, If not, i really die, Anyway, Screamed YUM SENG AND KEPT LAUGHING. alot of times There was a few incidents, 1- Gonna finish screaming, then i kept laughing, suddenly the whole place quiet, then only i laughing. Ps moment 1. 2- Also gonna finish screaming already, suddenly getting quiet, i suddenly scream YUM, then everyone look, then all scream again. LOL. Ps moment 2. 3- Our table, was the loudest and longest screaming table, all the paparazzi(s) came taking out pictures with out mouths WIDE OPEN. HAHAHHAA. Ps moment 3. That's all the Ps moments :D Hmmm. That's all. Im gna sleep naoxzxzx Tired like crap. AND I LEARNED A NEW WORD.. "OKAY"- must be monotone and eyebrows moving up(both) LOL. HAHAHHA. SO TARD. Kay, gonna sleep. Nights. With ♥, Flora. Thursday, November 12, 2009, 6:56 PM Heeeya peeeeps. :D Im back in SG. Finally right. Iknow. ROFLMFAO. N'ways The trip was real boring. Seriously. Lmao. Anyways, Since when was i not bored right. Haha. Okay, that was cold ._. Anyways. So bored naoxzxxzxzx. Bye peeps. ---------------------------- Bye bye love. :D Hi new life. Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 1:09 AM HEYA PEEEPS :D Current location: Malaysia, Kl, Genting Highlands, Cyber cafe. :D Welllll. I tell you all honestly. IS DAMN BORING HERE. OMG. If got like accompany, That will make life a better place. Butttt. Omg. So boring uhs. ): Anyyway. Played audi just now. Played for like idk, 1 to 2 hours? With BH. Ass. LOL. Keep afk. Tsk. Hmmm. Noowwww. Officially BORED like some gay shit. That's why im blogging. Goodness laaaaaaaa. Annnnddd I want to try the Hello Kitty online. Omg, looks so cuteee. LOL HAHAHA. SOMEBODEEEE. JUST SOMEBODEEEE WHO'S REAL BORED. Play maple/Audi with meeee. Pweashhh ): Well. That's all. Will be back on Wednesday. Miss me kays :D I'll miss you allll. <3 ------------------- When love comes, And when it goes. The feeling of the emptiness you must bear, Can't be compared to anything. But when it comes. God, you'll love it more then anything. Like how im suffering now. <3 I blame myself. For loving you. ♥, Flora. Love at first sight? Friday, November 6, 2009, 2:16 PM When i first saw you, "Damn, You're the one" I thought to myself. Now, Hanging nowhere. Going aimlessly. I want you, But with my standard. I know i can't get anywhere. I know. Everything seem to past so fast. Why. Sometimes, i just wonder to myself. Why in the world, Did i meet you. Did i go out. Why. So many questions in my head. But i can help to just think about negatives stuffs. You won't look at my profile. You won't look at my blog. Even though you did/did not save my number. It'll never bother you. Even if you did, I'm just another girl you know, A contact in your phone list. Cause you're not the one that's feeling like this. It's me. Love hurts too much. I asked people, "Do you believe in love at first sight?" 90% of the replies were, "Yes." Til now, I've never believe in Love at first sight. I thought it was stupid. But, It's true. Now i believe. And i believe, I'm not hanging for long. It'll hurt when I'm in it too deep. Way too deep. But, I am a stubborn kid. I'll not give up if the time's not here. But when it's time. I'll let go, Happily, Smiling, Tearing, Wishing you, "Good luck with your future Girlfriend in my heart." And there, The million pieces of my heart, Shattered again. No one to mend it back. But myself. My friends give me advice. But i choose my decisions. So, What can i do? Idk. Help me someone? You? Nah, We're far from friends. I smile happily on the outside. But what lies on the inside, Is unknown. I'm getting sick and tired. I see couples walking, I feel envious. Shit that feeling. I hate it. Why. Idk. Argh. Calling for SOS. No matter how much i call, Scream, Shout. It's meaningless. Humans, They're all greedy. They get what they want, And then they want more. More and More. More and More. Til they notice, Shit, This is not right. That's why there are crimes. Well, I'm not asking much now. But i just hope. Can we be friends? And there, I'll see a starting point. Light. Future. That's all i wish for. Pray, Hope that It'll come true. May God bless mankind. May your dreams come true. Ily. Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 1:52 PM HELLLOOO :D. Okay. Grats to myself. I promoted to Sec 4. But somehow, My parents ain't happy. -.- Idk why. Thennn. THEY WANT ME TO STOP PLAYING PIANO AND VIOLIN. Wth ): I use that to destress myself leiii ): Anyway I've learnt a few retarded quotes. Adapted from Gabriel To Terrence. Here's one. - Terren orling orling bling bling , vodafone. Here's the second one. - Eor(sp)? Sukah. LOL. Eor=Me in cantonese ** Sukah= Like in hokkien. WTF RIGHT HAHAHA. Laughed the hell outta me. Still got alot more. But lazy type. ;x Yeah, that's all. I will update soon. ---------------------------------- The days without, Seems meaningless. Saturday, October 31, 2009, 11:15 PM Sick and tired of life without you. Friday, October 30, 2009, 12:14 PM Life suck. Seriously. No, maybe not life. Maybe, MY LIFE SUCKS. I've never wanted it to end. NEVER. So much plans in my mind, So many things in my head. Nothing can be compared to this feeling. NOTHING. Whatever i say now, Is what i feel now. I DON'T WANT IT TO END. Sooner or later, I'll start hating school, Start hating everything. I may have changed. That's why I'm trying to change back, Time. Is an important value. But somehow, Everything crashed. I cried. I teared. People won't know. My face may smile. My heart's dying. The other part of me is gone now. No more. I want to talk to someone. But no one in mind. Except you. I tried my best. I failed. Horribly. If i were to say "I'm sorry for what i've done." Will you forgive me? This friendship means too much to me. But, Now gone, No more. God, This is unfair. Other people holds their friendship for more then 10 years. Closer then anyone. I'm trying my best. Is it my fault? Can i change? God, tell me. Lead me. It's not fair to end our friendship. NOT FAIR. God, tell me what i should do. This hurts more then ever. The hole in my heart, Too big, Too deep, Hurts. I can't stop it. Someone mend it for me. BUT WHO. Who will. I want THIS FRIENDSHIP BACK. Maybe that's the cure. I really really want the friendship back. Everyday i think, Every night i told myself, Makes things right tomorrow. I tried. I failed. Everyday, I'm such a failure in life. Really. I am jut asking for forgiveness. I'm really sorry. If we were to be back. Can we start a fresh? This all comes from the bottom of my heart. I've nothing to hide anymore. Everything i do. Everything i see. It all reminds me of you. I'm sorry. Friendship; since 010101. Always in my heart. <3.